When Ester woke up, her skin was
aglow with scars. At first, she thought it must be the sunlight breaking
through the blinds, casting strange patterns on her arms and neck. But when she
stepped closer to the mirror, there they were—faint, shimmering lines,
crisscrossing her skin. Some were so faint they barely flickered, but others
glowed brighter, red threads pulsing as though alive.
Ester had prided herself on her honesty. While others wore
their glowing marks openly—reminders of small deceptions, unspoken truths, or
bold-faced lies—her skin had always been clear. She had never been like them.
Not a liar.
And yet, here the lines were. Her hands reached for the
bathroom sink, gripping its edges for balance. She tried to think of a recent
lie, something she’d said that might explain this. A harmless white lie,
perhaps? But nothing came to mind.
She leaned closer to the mirror, inspecting her face. A
single line stretched from the corner of her jaw to her temple, faint yet
unmistakable. It burned softly, like an ember. She traced it with her
fingertips and felt the heat.
Her mind flitted through the past days, weeks—years. She
tried to pinpoint a moment, an untruth, anything to explain why her
once-pristine skin now bore these marks.
She stood back, staring at her reflection, the pale lines
burning in the morning light. Slowly, pieces of her life came into focus, like
fragments of an old, half-forgotten photograph.
There was the job offer for that dream marine biologist role
on the other side of the world that she’d never dared to accept. “It’s too
risky. Better stick with something safe.” The faintest mark on her collarbone
flickered now, a dull reminder of that choice.
There was the friend she had loved in silence, convincing
herself it was better not to speak. “It would ruin everything,” she had told
herself. But the truth was simpler: she had been afraid. The glowing scar on
her wrist pulsed in response to the memory, faint yet persistent.
There were many moments like these. The job she took out of
convenience, despite hating every minute of it. The opportunities she let slip
by because she had convinced herself she wasn’t ready. Each mark told its story.
Back in her bedroom, she sank down on the edge of the bed,
staring at her arms. The brightest mark ran the length of her forearm. She knew
exactly what it meant. It wasn’t just one moment—it was the culmination of all
the chances not taken.
The truth burned through her now, the glow of her marks
impossible to ignore. They were a map of every compromise, every excuse, every
self-deception. She had spent her life pretending she had made the right
choices. But the marks didn’t lie.
Ester sat there for a long time, staring at the burns etched
into her skin. She didn’t know what came next, whether the marks would ever
fade or if she would be forced to carry them forever.
But for the first time in years, she couldn’t look away from herself. She couldn’t pretend anymore.
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