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Wednesday, 14 December 2022

Random Thoughts

Over the years I have put in 10,000 hours of gazing out of the window.

My mind meandered off path again and I wrote a comedy script about a day in the life of a very interesting accountant.

Ulysses can be admired for its cleverness; and avoided if sensitive to pretentiousness or boredom.

Edgar Alan Poe’s C. Auguste Dupin (the deducing gentleman detective, residing with his storytelling friend at 33 Rue Dunôt) seems like an early version of Sherlock Holmes before Arthur Conan Doyle adapted the idea to London.

Was Mr. Bounderby an influence for the “Four Yorkshiremen” sketch?

Technology has been enabling upgrades to the abilities of my mind; for instance, reading is now more convenient because, wherever I happen to be, the world’s library is immediately accessible from my phone – and has become a healthy, as well as enjoyable, addiction for me.

Earthian: from Earth. Moonian: from Earth’s moon. Martian: from Mars. Solarian: inhabitant of Space City 1.

I stopped using the word “couple” because I’ve had misunderstandings in the past where people thought the word means “several” and not its actual meaning of “two”. “Substituted X for Y” is another one that causes confusion because, using football as the analogy, it tends to be wrongly thought that X is substituted and replaced by Y.

The time for shaking hands is after fearlessly giving complete focus to the performance.

Everything changes. Solid ground evaporates beneath sedentary feet.

To do anything interesting you must disassociate from the current expectations.

Friday, 2 December 2022

2023

I can firmly state, without any equivocation, that I am very stupid.

Anyway, these are my creativity projects for the new year:
  1. Publish novel: Human World.
  2. Film me reading the novel.
  3. Film me talking about the novel.
  4. Record and release new music.
  5. Film music videos.
  6. Film live music performances.
  7. Update Human World screenplay.

Thursday, 1 December 2022

Random Thoughts

The UK, USA and Technology have given me every opportunity in life. It is my responsibility – and every decent person’s – to be vigilant to the spoilt, cowardly, self-indulgent behaviour and downright insanity that has corroded humanity’s chance to escape the cruel despotism of the past.

I long for the day when we no longer need to use oil and gas: when we no longer have to send capital to abhorrent regimes that spread misery in the world.

I greatly respect people who are able to do stuff and work hard doing it. I have very little respect for the behaviour of people who copy and repeat banalities.

A massive personal yacht is a crowning example of gross douchebaggery; a total misuse of time and money to massage the ridiculous ego of its owner.

High lawyer fees preserve the interests of big corporates and the very wealthy to bully the less advantaged. It would be a big breakthrough if lawyers could be mostly automated – the law, after all, is by its nature rules-based and should be ripe terrain for AI. Malicious lawsuits could be dismissed quickly and the truly needful would have proper protection and recourse to justice.

Avoid asking leading questions where yes and no answers are sufficient – because a person can get into the habit of nodding and shaking their head without using the stuff inside.

It would be more user-friendly to have premium content – such as films, games, podcasts, and articles – available on grouped subscription packages, like the current comprehensive services for music and books, rather than subscribing to lots of different providers and platforms.

Blinkist is great for providing summaries of the main points in nonfiction books. It’s better to blink it than not read the book at all.

When catching up with my phone, notifications are checked first, then messages, then emails, then widgets.

Tuesday, 29 November 2022

Journal 2022-11-29

A bed demon under my pillow forces my eyelids open at night so that I can doomscroll on Twitter.

Problem solved? The thing that was bothering you has come and gone like everything else. What’s next on the worry list? Maybe while you’re thinking like this, you could add a few more items – and for every one that goes away you could add three more. Or don’t. Most problems disappear when the thinking about them stops.

What happens when you get everything you think you wanted? Unless you change with the changing circumstance, you will still be in the same mode of lacking, and will still thirst for more.

The universe is both beautiful and horrific. From some higher level, where things don’t matter so much, it might all be viewed as a single magnificently interesting thread of life.

Late last night in the street, a blue illuminated face peered down into the glow and said, “Don’t worry Charlie, whatever’s gonna happen, gonna happen.” Wise words there in the darkness.

Self-discipline is a necessary virtue for any progress. A useful question to ask oneself is: what am I learning?

Live this moment with inner quality.

Being viewed as attractive is attractive. A woman turned on is a turn on.

Tuesday, 22 November 2022

Random Thoughts

A person usually believes that 100% of everything they think to be true is actually true. Their mind has arrived at a conclusion, so how can their mind think it to be anything else? I think that even the most perspicacious of people have a much lower strike rate than 100%. (Socrates was making a similar point a while ago.)

Well-meaning people sometimes spread specious arguments they think are entirely logical because they have made basic assumptions that lack real understanding.

Most of history anywhere is awful. An awareness of what went wrong is necessary to move forward and build something better.

People who can do stuff tend to like doing stuff.

Churchill’s statue in Parliament Square represents a British defiance of tyranny; of course the tyrannous would target it.

Sunday, 20 November 2022

Podcast #13

A Poison Tree & Suicide in the Trenches

BY WILLIAM BLAKE, SIEGFRIED SASSOON
A Little Bit of Drama
“A Poison Tree” by William Blake 
I was angry with my friend; 
I told my wrath, my wrath did end. 
I was angry with my foe: 
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
 
And I watered it in fears, 
Night and morning with my tears: 
And I sunned it with smiles, 
And with soft deceitful wiles. 
 
And it grew both day and night. 
Till it bore an apple bright. 
And my foe beheld it shine, 
And he knew that it was mine.

And into my garden stole, 
When the night had veiled the pole; 
In the morning glad I see; 
My foe outstretched beneath the tree. 
 
….. 
“Suicide in the Trenches” by Siegfried Sassoon 
I knew a simple soldier boy 
Who grinned at life in empty joy, 
Slept soundly through the lonesome dark, 
And whistled early with the lark. 
 
In winter trenches, cowed and glum, 
With crumps and lice and lack of rum, 
He put a bullet through his brain. 
No one spoke of him again. 
 
You smug-faced crowds with kindling eye 
Who cheer when soldier lads march by, 
Sneak home and pray you'll never know 
The hell where youth and laughter go. 

Saturday, 19 November 2022

A Diagnosis

Major philosophers have long debated whether evil stems from monstrous intent or mundane indifference. Hannah Arendt, in analysing the Nazi perpetrator Adolf Eichmann, coined the phrase “the banality of evil” to denote how immense crimes can be committed not by fanatical demons but by ordinary, even unremarkable people. At Eichmann’s 1961 trial, Arendt was struck by his lack of diabolical passion—he was “neither perverted nor sadistic”, but alarmingly normal in his desire to advance his career. He performed evil deeds “without evil intentions”, out of an inability to think from others’ perspectives. In Arendt’s view, this thoughtlessness—a failure to imagine the real suffering of victims or to question authority—produced a shallow “ordinary” wrongdoing that nonetheless had monstrous results. Simone Weil similarly observed that real evil is often dull and mechanical, not the dramatic villainy of myth: “Imaginary evil is romantic and varied; real evil is gloomy, monotonous, barren, boring”. Both thinkers suggest that much of human evil arises from a void of empathy and reflection—a moral numbness that permits cruelty.

Other philosophers, however, have explored active or radical malice. Immanuel Kant argued that humans possess a “propensity to evil”: an innate tendency to put self-interest above the moral law. This propensity doesn’t mean each person is destined to do horrific deeds, but it tilts us toward moral failure unless actively resisted by principle. Kant distinguished this common radical evil from a purely diabolical evil (doing harm for harm’s sake), which he thought humans rarely if ever embody—since even wrongdoers usually rationalise their actions rather than embracing evil as such. Friedrich Nietzsche famously critiqued morality itself and probed the human impulse towards cruelty. In On the Genealogy of Morality, Nietzsche notes how throughout history people have taken festive joy in cruelty, both in punishment and in spectacle: “Without cruelty there is no festival: thus the longest and most ancient part of human history teaches—and in punishment there is so much that is festive!” He viewed the enjoyment of others’ suffering as deeply rooted in the psyche, however unsettling that may be. Meanwhile, philosophers like Simone Weil emphasised the privation of good at evil’s core—a kind of emptiness or refusal to see the humanity of others. Weil suggested that truly looking at another’s pain is a spiritual act, and evil consists in the failure to make that imaginative leap. Thus, across thinkers, we get a nuanced picture: evil can result from the absence of thought and empathy, or an active delight in causing harm, or simply the ordinary human tendency to favour oneself even at others’ expense.

Modern psychology bolsters these philosophical insights by examining individuals who enjoy cruelty versus those who slide into it mindlessly. Clinical studies have identified a personality trait of everyday sadism—the tendency to derive pleasure from inflicting or witnessing pain. In one experiment, researchers gave volunteers a choice of unpleasant tasks (such as killing insects in a grinder, cleaning toilets, or enduring ice water); a significant minority chose to kill insects, even expending extra effort to do so. The more “sadistic” the person (by personality score), the more likely they were to opt for killing and report enjoyment in the act. Such participants showed “emotional benefit in causing or simply observing others’ suffering”. Follow-up tests found that only those high in sadism would, for example, exert themselves to blast an innocent person with loud noise even when there was no retaliation—suggesting a pure appetite for others’ pain. This research supports the notion that malevolent cruelty—harming for harm’s sake—is very real, even if it’s present in only a subset of people.

Relatedly, the clinical profile of psychopathy illuminates how evil can manifest as an emotional deficit. Psychopathy is characterised by a callous lack of empathy or remorse, shallow affect, and often a charming manipulativeness. Psychopaths can commit cruel or exploitative acts with chilling detachment because they do not feel the pangs of conscience that stop others. As one forensic summary puts it, many psychopaths show a “profound lack of remorse for their aggressive actions… along with a corresponding lack of empathy for their victims”, which enables them to act in a cold-blooded manner, using those around them as pawns to satisfy their own desires. Most psychopaths do not become violent criminals—some channel their manipulative tendencies into business or politics—but the combination of charm, power-seeking, and inability to care about others’ suffering makes psychopathy a classic template of evil in psychological literature. This stands in contrast to Arendt’s banal evildoer who may feel something (fear, career ambition, peer pressure) but fails to think morally; the psychopath can think instrumentally but fails to feel morally, treating people as objects. Moreover, when a psychopath also possesses sadistic inclinations, the result can be a person who not only lacks empathy but thrives on cruelty—arguably an embodiment of active evil.

Philosophy and psychology together suggest that human evil comes in multiple forms. There is the thoughtless compliance that Arendt and Weil warned about—a void where empathy and reflection should be—making decent people into agents of horror through routine and obedience. And there is the intentional malevolence seen in sadists and psychopaths who recognise suffering and pursue it as a goal or amusement. One might call these the two poles of evil: the banal and the demonic. In reality, many evildoers combine banal and malicious elements—for instance, a war criminal might start by numbly “following orders” and later grow to relish the power over life and death.

Understanding these facets prepares us to examine how entire societies can sanction evil under lofty guises, and how individuals rationalise or revel in cruelty. In history, and the present, there are countless examples where twisted interpretations of beliefs lead to the justification, or even glorification, of murderous and sadistic tendencies. Such beliefs give a person an excuse; an identity in opposition to and superiority over other people, who can be condemned and abused from a position of personal righteousness.

Indeed, history shows that great evils are often perpetrated under moral disguises. Cruelty rarely advertises itself as cruelty; instead, it wears the costumes of righteousness, necessity, or justice. Totalitarian and extremist regimes in particular have excelled at cloaking acts of barbarism in high-minded rhetoric. In Nazi Germany, genocide was justified as purification and self-defence; in Stalin’s USSR and Mao’s China, mass murder was explained as a harsh but noble phase of building a utopia; in religious crusades extreme brutality was sanctified as the enforcement of divine law. These regimes did not lack an ethical narrative—on the contrary, they drowned their followers in a torrent of moral and ideological justification for wicked deeds.

A chilling example comes from a secret speech by Nazi SS leader Heinrich Himmler to his officers regarding the Holocaust. Himmler acknowledges the mass killing of Jews explicitly, but then praises his men for doing it while supposedly remaining “decent”. He noted that most of them had seen “100 bodies lying together, 500 or 1,000,” and yet—apart from a few instances of “human weakness”—“to have stuck it out and at the same time… to have remained decent fellows, that is what has made us hard”. In Himmler’s twisted logic, refraining from enjoying the slaughter was a point of pride; the SS were to view themselves as morally upright soldiers performing a gruesome duty. He even called the genocide “a page of glory” in German history that must never be publicly recorded. This is moral inversion at its extreme: murder presented as duty, atrocity as honour, and compassion as a weakness to be overcome. By convincing themselves that they were still “decent” men—just tough enough to do what was necessary—Himmler and his followers blunted any pangs of conscience. It exemplifies how propaganda and group ideology can enable cognitive dissonance resolution: one’s self-image as a good person is preserved by redefining evil impulses as good or at least necessary, and avoiding direct confrontation with the full horror of their crimes.

Psychologically, this wilful self-deception is explained by moral disengagement mechanisms. Albert Bandura identified several mental tactics by which people who violate their own moral standards manage to neutralise guilt. They might invoke moral justification (“we’re doing this for a great cause”), euphemistic labelling (calling torture “enhanced interrogation” or civilian deaths “collateral damage”) and advantageous comparison (“yes we’re harsh, but others have done far worse”). They also displace responsibility to authorities (“I’m just following orders”) or diffuse responsibility across a group (“everyone was doing it, it wasn’t just me”). Crucially, they dehumanise or blame the victims—seeing them as less than human or as deserving their fate. All these tactics appeared in totalitarian regimes. Nazi propaganda depicted Jews as subhuman “rats” or a bacillus infecting society; Stalinist and Maoist rhetoric labelled class or ideological opponents as “enemies of the people”, “vermin,” or obstacles to progress, making their elimination seem virtuous. Religious extremists paint those outside their fold as creatures to be righteously punished, where any personal hesitation to perpetrate brutality can be framed as weakness of faith. Through language and ideology, perpetrators create a contorted moral universe where cruelty becomes virtuous.

Social psychology experiments dramatically illustrate how ordinary people rationalise harm. In a classic study, college students were asked to administer electric shocks to peers as part of a supposed learning experiment; some overheard the peers being described in derogatory, dehumanising terms (“an animalistic rotten bunch”), others heard neutral or humanising descriptions. Those who heard the victims called animals delivered significantly stronger shocks on average than those who heard them praised, showing how seeing someone as less human lowers our moral restraints. Furthermore, after inflicting pain, participants often adjusted their attitudes to justify it—for instance, blaming the victim’s character (a form of post hoc dehumanisation). This aligns with cognitive dissonance theory: harming someone creates dissonance with seeing oneself as good, so people often resolve it by convincing themselves the victim deserved the harm.

Another concept relevant here is ideological possession, when an individual’s identity is so consumed by an ideology that independent moral reasoning shuts down. In such cases, any act can be justified if it serves the sacred ideology. During China’s Cultural Revolution, young Red Guards brutalised teachers and even parents under the sway of Maoist dogma, believing their victims were bourgeois traitors impeding a perfect society. Religious fundamentalists, similarly, could commit murder or enslave captives while convinced they were enacting holy scripture and earning divine reward. Fanatical belief systems can commandeer moral intuitions, directing empathy only to in-group members and suspending compassion for out-groups. What might otherwise be recognised as cruelty is seen instead as purity, justice, or martyrdom. The result is what Albert Camus called murderous purity—when someone will massacre others with a deluded conscience.

In fact, cruelty often wears a moral mask. Great atrocities are rarely committed with a roar of open wickedness; more often they proceed with a self-righteous drumbeat. Understanding this is vital, because it means we cannot rely only on spotting obvious “evil intent” to prevent horrors. Good people can be seduced into serving evil by reinterpretation: by propaganda that plays on their moral emotions (loyalty, piety, patriotism, justice) and redefines cruelty as duty. As numerous historical regimes demonstrate, an appeal to “higher ideals” can sanction virtually any barbarity. Recognising these patterns of rationalisation and disengagement is the first step in resisting them. It also sets the stage for examining cases of evil that do not bother with moral disguise—agents who embrace malevolence more directly, as we explore through the archetype of Iago.

Literature often provides insightful portraits of evil, and few are as emblematic as Iago in Shakespeare’s Othello. Iago is a Venetian ensign who orchestrates the downfall of his general, Othello, by exploiting trust and stoking jealousy—all while appearing loyal and honourable. What makes Iago especially unsettling is his lack of clear motive. Unlike many villains, he offers no grand ideology or righteous grievance to justify his treachery. He gives various reasons in passing—he was passed over for a promotion by Othello, he suspects (probably baselessly) that Othello slept with his wife, he even at one point says he acts out of envy—but none of these fully explain the elaborate cruelty he unfolds. As the play progresses, it becomes evident that Iago enjoys manipulation and destruction for their own sake. Literary critic Samuel Taylor Coleridge famously described Iago’s behaviour as the “motive-hunting of motiveless Malignity”. In other words, Iago is constantly searching for justifications for an evil that fundamentally has no justification. He is, Coleridge suggested, a being of almost pure malevolence—“next to the Devil” in fiendishness—who nonetheless wears the “divine image” of man and interacts in ordinary society. Iago’s agency is malevolent in a cold, self-conscious way: he knows he is deceiving and ruining innocent people (Othello, Desdemona, Cassio) and he revels in it with sly asides to the audience.

The absence of a rational cause for Iago’s hatred makes him a study in evil as enmity for its own sake. When Othello demands Iago explain why he did all this, Iago pointedly refuses to speak. His silence suggests that, ultimately, he has no satisfactory motive to offer—or that giving one would diminish the dark mystique of his villainy. In contrast, consider Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar: Brutus joins a conspiracy to assassinate Caesar, but he does so believing it a tragic necessity to save the Roman Republic from tyranny. Brutus is essentially a morally conflicted villain (if one even calls him a villain)—he justifies his violent act with a principle (“not that I loved Caesar less, but that I loved Rome more”). He remains tortured by guilt and honour. Iago, by stark contrast, feels no guilt and seeks no noble principle; he delights in the power of causing chaos and watches Othello’s psychological torment with a kind of sporting pleasure. This makes Iago more akin to a modern archetype like the Joker of Batman lore than to Brutus: a character who wants to see the world burn just to enjoy the flames, versus one who commits evil under a wilful self-delusion of doing good.

This contrast highlights a spectrum of villainy: on one end, the ideological villain (however twisted the principle) who at least professes to believe in some cause beyond mere destruction—Brutus believing in republican virtue, and even Shakespeare’s Macbeth, who is driven by ambition and later remorsefully reflects on the futility of his crime. On the other end is the nihilistic or malevolent villain exemplified by Iago—one who cannot claim any creed except perhaps will to power, who treats life and people like pieces on a chessboard to be moved and knocked over for his personal pleasure. Iago offers us a portrait of evil stripped of excuses. He is important because he lays bare an uncomfortable idea: that some evil is done with full awareness and little remorse, requiring no grand ideology at all. It is enmity for its own sake, or for very petty motives exaggerated into mania.

Shakespeare crafted Iago as a warning of what intellect unguided by morality can do. Iago is intelligent, articulate, and perceptive—he understands Othello’s principled but credulous heart and how to poison it. Yet all that wit is employed destructively, without empathy. In Iago, we see the thrill of power over others in its pure form: he calls his manipulation of Othello a “sport” at one point, and when his plots lead Othello to murderous rage, Iago coolly observes the chaos he’s made as if admiring a piece of art. This is evil not as a means to an end, but as an end in itself.

Understanding Iago’s kind of evil helps complete our picture. Not all perpetrators are banal functionaries or ideologues deceiving themselves; some truly relish the suffering they cause. By recognising Iago, we acknowledge that motiveless malignity exists—and it must be countered not by appealing to the perpetrator’s conscience (they may have none), but by robustly upholding justice and preventing such individuals from acquiring unchecked power.

Evil is not only a matter of individual psychology or isolated acts; it can be built into social institutions and norms. Looking back, we find eras when forms of cruelty we now recognise as heinous were accepted as routine, even celebrated. Human sacrifice, slavery, torture as public spectacle—these have all, at various times, been normalised. Understanding this history is sobering but also instructive: it shows that our moral circle has expanded over time, and what once was common can later become unthinkable (and vice versa, cautionary).

Throughout most of history we have behaved like members of ant colonies: attacking, destroying, and enslaving each other, with the added horrors of sadism and sexual violence, often led by one murderous sociopath after another. History is predominately one of brutalised, traumatised, confused people living in pain and subjugation. Humanity has mostly now progressed to recognise the depraved evils that were socially accepted in previous times—yet a person of those times would have gone along with the accepted norm, assuming it was right because everyone else said it was right. They were wrong. Only the strength of compassion would have made a person question the chorus of excuses for cruelty in their society. Without true compassion, a person is simply “of their time”, allowing themself to automatically conform to whatever happens to be contemporary popular thinking and belief-controlled behaviour. In an evolutionary process, that rule of wrongness would hold true for people today, relative to future generations.

One stark example is the Roman Colosseum and gladiatorial games. For centuries, Romans flocked to arenas to watch people (often prisoners of war, slaves or criminals) kill each other or be killed by wild animals for entertainment. The Colosseum stands today as “a glorious but troubling monument to Roman imperial power and cruelty,” as one historian notes. Inside that magnificent amphitheatre, “Romans for centuries cold-bloodedly killed literally thousands of people… as well as professional fighters and animals”. These shows were not fringe events; they were core to Roman culture—used by emperors to win popularity and display the might of the empire. The populace cheered as humans were dismembered and died in agony. To us this is abhorrent, but to many Romans it was normal leisure, justified by saying the victims were condemned criminals, enemies, or merely slaves whose lives didn’t count. A few voices (like the philosopher Seneca) condemned the bloodlust of the arena, but they were minority voices. The Colosseum is a reminder that institutionalised cruelty can persist for ages with communal approval. It took the spread of new values—in this case, Christian ethics valuing each soul, and perhaps simple fatigue and economic burden—for the gladiatorial games to be abolished in the 5th century CE.

Another vast historical evil is slavery. For millennia, societies around the world practiced slavery with little moral qualm. In ancient civilisations, war captives and their descendants were routinely enslaved. Enslaved people were dehumanised as property—whipped, branded, raped, worked to death—yet these practices were defended by appeals to nature, economics, and even religion. Such rationalisations allowed cultured individuals to participate in or tolerate horrific cruelty (like the separation of families, or routine physical torture) while maintaining an image of decency. Slowly, very slowly, the moral circle expanded. This hard-won progress underscores that what is socially accepted is not fixed: moral norms can evolve, and cruelty need not be permanent.

Consider the Belgian Congo under King Leopold II. Colonial agents in the late 1800s forced villagers to harvest rubber under threat of horrific punishment; failure to meet quotas often resulted in hands being cut off. An estimated 10 million Congolese died from violence, famine, and disease during Leopold’s reign. Yet in Europe this genocide was long downplayed; Leopold presented himself as a philanthropist spreading Christianity and ending Arab slave trading. Only later did missionaries and activists expose the truth, shocking the public. Across empires, we see patterns of systemic cruelty (massacres, concentration camps, cultural erasure) normalised by colonial ideologies. These ideologies insisted the colonised were uncivilised or childlike, thus needing firm (if brutal) governance for their own good. Again, we observe moral disengagement at scale: labelling slaughtered rebels as “savages” made their killing palatable to the imperial public.

Despite these dark eras, there has been measurable moral progress. Historian Steven Pinker and others have documented a long-term decline in many forms of violence—from the outlawing of chattel slavery to reductions in judicial torture, capital punishment, and bloody spectacle. Philosopher Peter Singer encapsulates one aspect of this progress with the image of “the expanding circle” of moral concern. In early human history, our sympathy and moral duty likely extended only to our kin or small tribe. Over time, through reason and cultural development, that circle expanded—to include one’s clan, then tribe, then nation, then all races, and even, as Singer argues, all sentient beings. “Beginning with our own family or tribe,” Singer writes, moral concern enlarges to “include larger groups, nations, families of nations, all humans and perhaps even nonhuman animals”. Key intellectual moments aided this: the Enlightenment introduced universalist ideas that all men (eventually all people) are created equal and endowed with rights. The concept of human rights took hold strongly after the world wars, leading to the Universal Declaration of Human Rights in 1948, which declared the inherent dignity and rights of every member of the human family—a stark rebuke to the dehumanisation underpinning regimes like the Nazis.

Moral progress has also been driven by empathy and compassion fostered through culture. The spread of literature—novels that invited readers into the inner worlds of people living very different lives from themselves—is thought to have increased empathy. For instance, Uncle Tom’s Cabin (1852) by Harriet Beecher Stowe vividly humanised slaves to many readers in the U.S. and Europe, fuelling abolitionist sentiment. The graphic horrors of war described in accounts of World War I helped turn public opinion against seeing war as glorious. Over the 20th century, practices once common—child labour, public lynchings, animal cruelty for sport—have been challenged or outlawed in many countries as sensibilities became more compassionate. The “moral circle” certainly hasn’t expanded everywhere evenly, and backlash is real. Yet the broad trend is that the circle has widened; humanity’s baseline for acceptable cruelty has shifted towards greater condemnation of violence and suffering.

It’s important to note this progress, not to rest on laurels but to recognise that moral change is possible. The fragility of compassion, however, is also evident—gains can be reversed in times of fear or turmoil. Civilised norms collapsed in Nazi Germany, a highly educated society, showing that moral progress is not linear or guaranteed. Still, the overall expansion of the moral community gives some hope that compassion can gain ground over cruelty.

If cruelty is one side of humanity’s moral struggle, compassion is the other. Compassion—the capacity to feel sorrow at another’s suffering and the desire to alleviate it—has been extolled as a virtue in nearly every religious and ethical tradition. It is often described as the antidote to cruelty, the emotion that binds us to others’ humanity. However, compassion is also fragile: it can be hard to extend beyond our immediate circle, and in cynical or brutal systems it is readily dismissed as weakness.

Virtually all major religions place compassion at their moral core. In Buddhism, compassion (karuṇā) for all sentient beings is a principal virtue. Buddhist practice includes meditation specifically aimed at cultivating limitless compassion and loving-kindness (Metta meditation), reflecting a belief that compassion can indeed be expanded with effort—from one’s family to friends to strangers and even enemies. In Christianity, compassion is likewise central: Jesus’ teachings urged love not just for neighbours but for perceived enemies, and parables like the Good Samaritan enshrine mercy toward the stranger as true righteousness. Christian charity and the ideal of caritas (selfless love) inspired countless acts of kindness (alongside, admittedly, episodes of religious intolerance—humans are nothing if not contradictory). Stoicism, often caricatured as a cold creed, actually advocated a form of compassionate cosmopolitanism: Marcus Aurelius wrote that we are all citizens of one universe, made for cooperation, like “feet, like hands” working together—therefore to act against one another is against nature. The Stoics valued sympatheia, a mutual interconnection; they counselled understanding others’ misdeeds as products of ignorance rather than pure malice, which is a stance that encourages a kind of compassion (or at least pity and forgiveness).

Modern philosophers have further explored compassion’s role. Martha Nussbaum calls compassion “the basic social emotion” that underpins humane law and justice. She defines compassion as “a painful emotion… occasioned by the awareness of another person’s (or other creature’s) undeserved misfortune”. In that definition, key components are evident: the suffering is not deserved, the person recognises the other’s suffering could befall themselves or someone they love (common humanity), and this engenders an altruistic response. Nussbaum and others argue that without compassion, our commitment to justice and the common good withers—laws become harsh and utilitarian, politics becomes a mere power game. Peter Singer, from a utilitarian perspective, asserts that reason can amplify our innate empathy; by logically considering others’ interests as comparable to our own, we correct the biases of tribalism and expand moral concern. He points to the spread of vegetarianism/veganism and global humanitarian aid as signs that compassion is widening to include non-human animals and faraway strangers—something unprecedented in scope.

Is compassion innate or learned? Research in developmental psychology shows even very young children exhibit rudimentary empathy: babies will cry in response to other babies’ cries, and toddlers will try to help an adult who appears hurt or in need. This suggests a basic empathetic responsiveness is hardwired. There is also evidence from neuroscience that seeing another person in pain can activate some of the same brain regions as experiencing pain oneself (mirror neuron systems, etc.). So, a capacity for compassion is part of our biological heritage—maybe because in social species, attending to others’ well-being had adaptive value (a tribe of caregivers would survive hardships better than a tribe of indifferent egotists). However, while the seed of compassion is natural, its growth and scope are greatly influenced by culture and training. Humans are quite capable of limiting empathy to their in-group and denying it to outsiders. Thus, many traditions stress cultivating compassion. Buddhist monks spend years training in compassion meditation to extend love to all beings. Parents and educators try to instil empathy in children by encouraging perspective-taking (“How would you feel if…?”). Philosophers like Nussbaum suggest that education in the arts and humanities—literature, history, theatre—can expand our imaginative empathy by exposing us to diverse lives and struggles.

Compassion indeed often needs cultivation to survive in “cynical systems”—environments that reward selfishness or pit groups against each other. In extremely competitive corporate cultures or authoritarian regimes, compassion may be scorned as a weakness or distraction. For example, under strict communist regimes, showing too much personal sympathy for those deemed “class enemies” could make one suspect; under extremist ideologies, mercy might be seen as betrayal of the cause. Yet even in such systems, compassion finds ways to persist. There are inspiring accounts of individuals who at great personal risk acted with compassion amidst terror. Compassion can be vulnerable to fear, propaganda, or fatigue, but it is also resilient in that it never disappears entirely. Often it survives in the shadows, ready to blossom when conditions allow.

In the modern global context, compassion faces new tests. The scale of suffering is enormous—wars, refugees, disasters—leading some to feel “compassion fatigue”. We are not psychologically evolved to emotionally process the pain of millions of strangers at once. There is a risk that constant exposure to suffering through news and the internet can either numb people or lead them to tune out rather than engage compassionately. Some thinkers, like psychologist Paul Bloom, have even argued “against empathy”, suggesting that unfocused empathy can be biased or paralysing, and that rational compassion (guided by principle rather than raw emotion) is what we need. This debate underscores that compassion must be paired with wisdom to be effective. Structured compassion—as seen in effective altruism movements (which try to channel compassion through evidence-based action) or restorative justice programs (which channel empathy into reconciliation processes)—might offer ways to systematically combat cruelty and injustice.

It’s also worth examining if compassion has limits. Are there people or situations where compassion fails? For instance, how do we respond compassionately to perpetrators of evil? Some argue that extending compassion to evildoers is necessary to break cycles of violence (e.g. rehabilitation rather than purely punitive justice), while others fear that too much empathy for the wrongdoer can lead to excusing harm. This is a delicate balance. Perhaps the ideal is to have compassion for every person’s basic humanity—recognising even perpetrators were often victims of something—but still hold them firmly accountable out of compassion for their victims and potential future victims. True compassion doesn’t mean the absence of accountability; it means we aim for outcomes that reduce overall suffering and transform conflict, rather than simply revenge.

Compassion stands as the counterforce to humanity’s often-evidenced worst impulses. It expands our moral circle, motivates us to alleviate suffering, and humanises those whom indifference or hatred would render invisible. It has deep roots in our nature but needs nurturing by culture, reason, and practice. Its fragility lies in how easily it can be overridden by fear, hate, or sheer scale, but its strength lies in how profoundly it resonates with our sense of meaning—people generally admire acts of compassion and often find personal fulfilment in caring for others. As technology and social change make us more interconnected, cultivating a robust, wise compassion may be our best hope to counter new forms of dehumanisation.

The 21st-century landscape of digital communication and media has altered the way we form moral judgments and sympathies—not always for the better. In theory, the internet could spread understanding by connecting diverse people. In practice, it has also given rise to echo chambers, misinformation, and tribalism that distort moral clarity and empathy. The term information pathologies can describe how the very channels by which we learn about the world may be infecting our moral discourse.

One issue is the echo chamber effect on social media and online forums. An echo chamber is an environment where one only encounters opinions and “facts” that reinforce one’s existing beliefs, with other views filtered out. The algorithms of online platforms curate content that align with users’ preferences and engagement history. Over time, this creates a feedback loop—conservatives see mostly conservative content, liberals see liberal content, etc., each side growing more convinced of its own righteousness and often more extreme (a phenomenon sometimes called polarisation by opinion amplification). Studies have found that social media does foster clusters of like-minded people who rarely interact with outsiders; these bubbles “limit exposure to diverse perspectives and… reinforce presupposed narratives and ideologies”. When we only hear our own “team’s” moral narratives, our capacity for empathy toward the “other team” erodes. Instead, out-group members are easily caricatured or demonised because their humanity or reasonable concerns are never presented to us in the echo chamber. This digital siloing thus fuels tribalism: people identify strongly with their virtual tribe (be it a political party, a fandom, an ideology) and may heap scorn or abuse on perceived outsiders. Online, it’s easier to engage in hate speech or cruelty because one often operates at a psychological distance—known as the online disinhibition effect—where the other is just a faceless avatar, not a full human before you.

Misinformation and propaganda thrive in such polarised, emotionally charged environments. Unlike in the broadcast era, the internet is an open battleground of information where the outrageous often outcompetes the measured. False or misleading content spreads rapidly, especially if it triggers anger or fear—two emotions that can short-circuit compassion. For example, during recent crises, conspiracy theories and rumours on social media have scapegoated certain groups, leading to real-world violence. The structure of online engagement itself often distorts moral discussion. Platforms reward content that generates strong reactions—and outrage is a potent driver of engagement. As a result, outrage culture has flourished: people perform their moral stances aggressively in order to gain validation from their in-group. This sometimes leads to performative cruelty in the name of righteousness (e.g., online “pile-ons” or cancel culture episodes, where individuals are hounded and dehumanised for missteps, with little room for empathy or forgiveness). It’s a bitter irony that tools which could have deepened our understanding of each other have, in some cases, made us less empathetic and more judgmental. Complex human stories get reduced to tweets; genuine dialogue gives way to flame wars. The anonymity or distance of the internet can unleash a latent sadism in some—a tendency to troll, bully, or joy in someone’s downfall in ways they likely wouldn’t face-to-face. This is a new kind of banal evil: ordinary users, perhaps otherwise kind in person, can become cruel in online mobs, not fully grasping the real harm to the target.

Identity and tribalism online also mean people’s moral views become entwined with their group identity (national, political, etc.). When facts or empathy for others threaten one’s identity, they are often rejected. For instance, climate change science or pandemic advice might be dismissed by some not purely on intellectual grounds but because accepting them feels like siding with the enemy tribe. Similarly, calls for refugee aid can meet reflexive hostility in those for whom such issues have been framed as partisan battle lines. Identity-driven moral bifurcation erodes the ability to see merit in “the other side’s” humanity or arguments.

Another pathology is the sheer speed and overload of information. We are bombarded with news of suffering—humanitarian crises, tragedies—to the point of numbness. Activists coin terms like “compassion fatigue” to describe how people, after a certain saturation point, stop emotionally responding to appeals for help. The constant stimulation also rewards snap judgments over careful deliberation; thus, nuanced moral issues get condensed into viral slogans or memes. Misinformation can manipulate emotions: so-called “fake news” often uses startling, emotionally charged falsehoods that spread faster than fact-checks can catch up. In the confusion, many lose a clear sense of truth, making them susceptible to demagogues who scapegoat and oversimplify. This epistemic chaos undermines empathy because empathy relies on understanding reality accurately—one cannot truly empathise with those one’s been misled about. If a person is convinced, falsely, that immigrants are mostly criminals, they will feel justified—even virtuous—in having no compassion for a drowning migrant or a child separated from parents at a border.

All is not lost, however. The same technology that enables echo chambers also allows unprecedented cross-cultural communication and exposure to real stories. Social media has facilitated empathy at times—viral images or videos of suffering have pricked the world’s conscience and spurred aid. The internet hosts countless initiatives for dialogue, charitable giving, and spreading awareness of others’ plights. The challenge is to fight the pathologies: by promoting digital literacy (teaching people how to recognise false information and seek diverse sources), by tweaking algorithms to prioritise reliable information and perhaps even empathy-evoking content rather than just incendiary posts, and by consciously stepping outside our online comfort sones. Individuals can curate their feeds to include different perspectives, practice restraint in online arguments, and remember the human on the other side of the screen.

In this age, maintaining moral clarity and empathy requires deliberate effort. It may mean occasionally unplugging from the rage-inducing news cycle to reflect. What’s clear is that if we allow our information ecosystem to remain poisoned, our capacity for compassion and rational moral agency will decline, and that vacuum can easily be filled by authoritarians and extremists.

Modern media has, in effect, globalised the “banality of evil” problem: passive scrolling and sharing can make us unwitting participants in spreading harmful ideas or normalising cruelty. But it can also globalise compassion: a generous crowdfunding response to a distant disaster shows the upside. The moral struggle continues on new terrain, and we must learn new skills of discernment and digital empathy to carry compassion forwards.

As technology advances, humanity is on the cusp of wielding powers once relegated to gods and fables. Artificial intelligence, genetic engineering, mass surveillance, autonomous weapons—these emerging domains hold immense promise but also grave peril. They raise a stark question: Will our moral wisdom and compassion evolve quickly enough to guide these powerful tools, or will we succumb to new forms of tyranny and catastrophe? Thinkers like Nick Bostrom and Elieser Yudkowsky have warned that certain technologies, especially a superintelligent AI, could pose existential threats—risks that could wipe out humanity or drastically curtail our future. Moreover, even without apocalyptic scenarios, these technologies could enable unprecedented oppression if abused by authoritarian regimes or unscrupulous actors.

Imagine Orwell’s 1984 but with modern tech: it’s easier for a government to be near-omniscient about citizens’ daily lives now. The social credit system in China—rating citizens based on various behaviours and associations—is another facet, using algorithms to reward or punish and ultimately to shape behaviour. Other countries are eagerly importing Chinese surveillance technology, spreading this model of digital authoritarianism. If such tools had existed in the 20th century, one shudders to think how much more efficiently the Gestapo or KGB could have crushed dissent. The peril is that these technologies give unprecedented leverage to power, and if that power lacks compassion or accountability, tyranny can reach terrifying precision.

Autonomous weapons—often called “killer robots”—are already in development. These are AI-driven drones or machines that can select and attack targets without human decision. They could operate at speeds and scales impossible for humans to control. The danger here is not only accidents (an AI misidentifying civilians as combatants) but also the ease of mass violence: an authoritarian could deploy swarms of tiny armed drones to eliminate dissidents en masse, or a terrorist could release AI-guided explosives that anonymously hunt people of a certain profile. Without compassion or conscience, machines make warfare even more indiscriminately lethal. International campaigns are urging bans on fully autonomous weapons, akin to bans on chemical weapons, precisely because of the moral horror they portend.

Given these hazards, what hope is there for mitigation? One path is trying to imbue our emerging tech with ethical safeguards—essentially, to encode compassion or its functional equivalent. AI ethics researchers propose various guidelines: ensuring AI respects human rights, is transparent, and is under meaningful human control. There are efforts to develop AI “principles” that emphasise beneficence, non-maleficence, and justice. Some suggest we might need AI to have empathy: for example, robots in caregiving roles programmed to detect distress and respond kindly. Whether genuine empathy is possible for AI is a deep question, but at minimum, AI can be constrained by rules that mirror compassionate values (e.g., a self-driving car must prioritise not harming pedestrians). Yet, pessimists note that a superintelligence might circumvent any rules we hard-code unless it truly understands and endorses our values—a very hard thing to guarantee.

Writers like Toby Ord speak of humanity being in a critical period—this century may decide whether we fumble our god-like powers and collapse, or harness them for a flourishing future. Nick Bostrom has used the metaphor of humanity being like “children playing with a bomb”—we have powerful science but not the maturity to handle it safely. Julian Savulescu and Ingmar Persson go so far as to argue that we might need to biologically or chemically enhance our moral capacities (e.g., increase empathy or impulse control through drugs or gene mods) to ensure we don’t abuse our technological might. They note it’s far easier for one malicious person to harm millions today (with a superbug or AI) than it is for one good person to similarly help millions, creating a dangerous imbalance. While “moral bioenhancement” is controversial—it raises spectres of mind control or loss of free will—the fact it’s even floated underscores the desperation of some thinkers about our moral preparedness. They highlight that evolution gave us Stone Age emotions, prone to tribalism and short-termism, but now we have nuclear weapons and synthetic biology. To be “fit for the future”, they argue, we might need deliberate intervention to boost our altruism or global empathy, or else risk catastrophe.

The peril of power in the technological era is both an external and internal moral test. External, because technology can drastically amplify the reach of both good and evil—a compassionate policy can save millions (say, a cheap vaccine distributed widely), whereas a malicious use can kill millions. Internal, because wielding such power responsibly demands virtues that our species has struggled to practice consistently: humility, foresight, empathy for the unseen other.

Standing at this precipice of history, it is clear that humanity’s moral struggle—between evil and compassion, unchecked power and responsibility—is reaching a new intensity. The future could unfold into dystopia or utopia, or something in between, depending on the choices we make now. What must change to tilt the balance toward a humane future?

Moral evolution begins with the psyche. If humans have innate tendencies to bias, selfishness, and fear of the other, then individuals must consciously cultivate counter-tendencies: critical thinking, empathy, and a sense of human-beingness. This means teaching children from a young age how to perspective-take (imagine life in another’s shoes), how to resolve conflicts peacefully, and how to spot and correct their own biases. Likewise, promoting media literacy is crucial in the digital age—young people (and adults) should learn how propaganda and misinformation work, so they are less easily manipulated into hatred. Essentially, we need to “inoculate” minds against the virus of dehumanisation, much as we do against biological viruses. On a more experimental front, techniques like compassion meditation (derived from Buddhist practice) have been shown to strengthen brain pathways associated with empathy and altruism. If we consider that prejudice and callousness are, to some degree, habits of mind, then deliberately training the opposite habits can yield more compassionate individuals.

We often treat technology as an autonomous force, but it is shaped by human choices. We should aim to design technologies that by default promote empathy and understanding rather than isolation and division. For example, social media algorithms could be tweaked to promote cross-cutting content that exposes people to constructive dialogue instead of only reinforcing biases. Online platforms could prioritise compassionate communication—perhaps through features that encourage users to pause and consider before posting an angry comment. There are interesting experiments: one project found that prompting users to imagine the perspective of someone from the opposing political party before reading that person’s post led to less toxic replies. Small design changes like this can nudge users toward empathy. In AI development more broadly, implementing the principle of “Ethics by Design” is key. Just as security and reliability are built into systems, so should ethical considerations be—whether it’s an AI medical diagnosis tool being made transparent and bias-checked to treat patients fairly, or an autonomous vehicle programmed to prioritise human life in split-second decisions.

Preventing dystopian outcomes by nurturing a more compassionate civilisation is a vital undertaking. It requires aligning many pieces: the human heart, the structures of society, and the tools we create. We will have to be both idealistic and pragmatic—idealistic in holding fast to visions of a just, empathetic world, and pragmatic in implementing incremental changes and safeguards that move us in that direction. The moral struggle of humanity is ongoing; there is no final victory where evil is vanquished once and for all. But neither is there a final defeat so long as people of conscience remain vigilant. Each generation must contend with the nature of evil, the vulnerability of compassion, and the peril of power in its own context. Our generation’s context is one of hyper-connection and super-powered technology, which raises the stakes extraordinarily high.

If there is a silver lining, it’s that many solutions reinforce each other. A more compassionate society tends to be more resilient and less prone to totalitarianism. A populace educated in critical thinking is less likely to fall for hateful demagogues. In essence, moral progress feeds on itself, just as cruelty feeds on itself. We must actively choose and cultivate the better angels of our nature, or the worst demons of our nature—whether banal or wilfully malevolent—may rise with catastrophic force. It is a choice each person and community faces.

Ultimately, understanding how easily cruelty can be normalised or rationalised steels us to reject complacency. Appreciating how fragile yet vital compassion is inspires us to protect and enlarge it. And recognising the peril of power—that any tool or authority can be turned to evil if not guided by conscience—means we must demand ethics at the core of innovation and leadership. These are the reflections and lessons that emerge from humanity’s long moral struggle, and upon them rest the prospects of our shared future.

Amongst more auspicious outcomes, these two disastrous scenarios are possible for our near future: the self-extinction of humanity through war; or a dystopian, psychopath-controlled world. Under the malevolent central control of all-encompassing surveillance and guidance technology, and without any hope of the system’s collapse, the latter outcome is even worse than the former.

Authoritarian governments will find it ever easier with technological advancements to zombify and control their populations. When such a government, helped by surveillance AI, is able to know what you are thinking and feeling, where you are and what you are doing, has control over all the information you receive, and knows your personality impulses precisely—what hope has anyone to escape from the hell constructed for them by the resident psychopaths?

The pressure to evolve to survive has mounted for humanity; given the stakes and the alternatives, we have to get better. The time window for resolving the problems and mitigating the risks is now, and we may never get the chance again.

Wednesday, 16 November 2022

Journal 2022-11-16

I’ve been working as a software engineer with domain knowledge in finance and trading. I can find it interesting, especially when I create something useful.

My main creative, potentially commercial, outlets are: writing, acting, singing, songwriting.

Visual art is important also as a personal outlet.

My main interest overall is lifelong learning.

Saturday, 12 November 2022

Putinland Disease

I have no way of knowing what people really think in Russia; but I would take a speculative guess and say something like:

  • 10% are fascist cheerleaders;
  • 20% are broadly supportive of Putinland because they want to believe the Kremlin’s lies;
  • 60% want to get on with life and be left alone;
  • 9.99% are directly opposed to the regime, but are cowed because of the consequences;
  • 0.01% are actively opposed.

As ever, really it is the majority of people in the middle who hold the power, though they often don’t realise it.

Friday, 11 November 2022

Journal 2022-11-11

Any sequence of words should aspire to be a poetic turn of phrase.

I am currently reading ten books, dipping into each depending on mood.

I usually prefer to read novels while listening to the partner audiobooks—because this slows me down, helping me to observe and imagine more; and includes literally another sense of what is happening.

Some recent comments I’ve had about me on webcam: “angelic”, “a Sith Lord”, “a purple alien.” I think I need to change my lighting.

Tuesday, 1 November 2022

Random Thoughts

I am sceptical of all claims to certainty, although some are more likely to be false than others.

The world was made of wibbly and came from wobbly, thought the jelly.

The weakest form of argument is an appeal to authority, either to that of others or your own.

The Nazis were traitors to Germany, its culture and possibilities, and all of the human race. The people who support the rise of Fascism in current hellscapes like Russia have betrayed their country and common humanity.

In nations of slaves, people are requisitioned by the regime to be discarded as waste.

I like to visit other worlds, either in my sleep or my imaginings.

Sunday, 23 October 2022

Random Thoughts

Habits of a thoughtful person: reads widely, with a dictionary and online search at hand; listens to the considered thoughts of others; seeks out and appreciates knowledge, beauty, and art; writes a record of thoughts.

The same tool can take you to heaven or hell depending on how you use it. The more powerful the tool, the more acutely you get there.

In most cases, it is possible to curate a much better education from free online resources than attending schools and universities.

Can I have a “filter out politics” category on Twitter? I don’t want to see more than half the tweets in my feed.

I think that Marcus Aurelius’s Meditations is a remarkable historical document on how stoic philosophy was interpreted and practiced in antiquity; it’s all the more startling that it was written as the private thoughts of a man who ruled Rome.

Art is a metaphysical act to be experienced in its raw entirety. Overanalysis subdues and confines the meaning.

If you are going to be addicted to something, be addicted to knowledge.

Saturday, 22 October 2022

Journal 2022-10-22

If you are not trying to appease anyone; if you are not trying to appeal to a market demographic; and you don’t need anything: watch out, you might actually do something worthwhile.

The first-person narrative voice in novels should be unreliable if it is to be realistic; and usually, the narrator shouldn’t realise that.

Good acting makes any script interesting.

Imagine telling people in the pre-internet days that if they pay a few quid a month they would have instant access to over one million books. I remember there were subscription services of a similar cost that would send two or three books a month in the post. Public libraries were always a thing though, to be fair, and most books could be ordered to the local library if requested.

As well as the books and online services, libraries have great community importance in providing free internet access to people and a quiet space to study or work.

Tuesday, 18 October 2022

Random Thoughts

Just as the health of the body is shaped by what is eaten and when, the health of the mind is influenced by the diet of information. If your mind is subject to poison, you need to build a resistance and reduce the intake.

The main reason for staring at my phone is to read. All human knowledge is there and available, now.

If we were to imagine an advanced alien species visiting Earth, and we projected our values on their likely motivations, they wouldn’t colonise us, they would farm and eat us. Our structures would be like termite mounds, our language like grunts and hisses. They would put us in packed filthy cages, experiment on us, steal our skins, slit our throats and bleed us to death as we struggle for life.

I think, therefore I use algorithms. I am, therefore I can think.

Infinite loops: doubt the doubt; hate the hate; love the love. 

Mediums of words: lyrics - singing; poetry - speaking; plays - performing; text - reading.

Performative text has dramatic, lyrical and poetic qualities. 

“Novlay” - a novel that is mainly dialogue. Noun.

Invest in trends, preferably before they begin.

Art shows nothing and everything.

A usual human failing is to get carried away by hype. There were a certain set of conditions in place that instantiated quality; once personal perceptions change, those conditions change too.

“Politics” and “career” should be incompatible words. In a highly functioning democracy, politicians are representatives of public will; their role is to lay out a vision, for approval by the people, that is enacted by the nation.

Someone started talking to me in French, apparently whilst he was visiting London. I was able to respond in his language, but it turns out he could speak English and didn’t realise he was in fact speaking his native words. My bad accent gave it away.

In the balance between the individual and the whole, both should be honoured.

Saturday, 15 October 2022

Socially Sadistic and Masochistic Media

I remember a time, not so long ago, when boredom was a thing; now we are all overstimulated finger flickers. I think people are less happy, generally, and it’s mostly due to how we currently interact with technology, or more precisely, how we are conditioned to behave by the platforms we use.

I’ve monitored how I feel before and after looking at Twitter. Usually, I feel negatively impacted by the descent - because of the stream of whinging antagonisms, generic bot comments, political gaming, crazed self-promotion, and all the other crapness to be waded through. The moments that are interesting or amusing bait me, and keep me addicted to the corrosive slime.

Looking at the feeds from other platforms, such as TikTok, is also an ultimately unfulfilling, hollowing out experience. Social media is an addiction that pours toxins into my psyche; something to be taken in small doses or not at all.

Monday, 10 October 2022

Putinland

A despicable act is particularly reprehensible when the perpetrators have had every chance to know better. In the 21st century, behaving like barbarians wanting to resurrect the evils of the past is especially vile.

My opinion has long been that Putin is a psychopathic gangster boss with a corrupt state under his brutal control; yet another despot who murdered anyone perceived as a threat, perverted any justice in government institutions, deceived his people, and stole from his country, like all these types of thugs do. My surprise lately is that he has also shown himself to be colossally stupid. He will lose, the only uncertainty is the amount of destruction he will cause the world in his downfall.

I remember once being in a London restaurant with three Russian women (a long story), when one of them proudly told me that her father was an ex-KGB officer, as if it were a laudable signal of status for her family. What shocked me was that it didn’t seem to cross any of their minds that I equate that bunch of killers with the Gestapo; that I think of it as a violent instrument of the depraved monsters in power that subjugated, tortured and murdered so many people. The reality of the fact seemed to be completely inverted by them away from the appropriate emotions of shame and regret.

Russia, after over thirty years since the collapse of the horrific soviet empire, with all its vast natural resources at its disposal, should not have a tiny, rotten economy, with a GDP per head of an impoverished country. Putinland’s main exports have been weapons and the planet-killing fuels extracted from within its own borders; it creates nothing, except the miseries of war.

Saturday, 8 October 2022

Random Thoughts

It’s usually a safe bet to assume that the person you are talking to has some degree of mental illness. They need the kindness you would need if you carried their hurt. For the ones who actively hurt others, they need to be stopped.

Countless individuals have carried the flame of life before passing it on to you; a good life helps life flourish in countless more.

Life requires action. Death requires peace. Live and die every day.

Art becomes rancid when it is political. It must speak with universal truth.

For any task, know the best tool and how to use it.

Instead of handing over data to various platforms, people will upload their content in one place. Competing apps will provide interfaces on the content.

Making mortal enemies of tens of millions of people and stealing their land is not only evil but also insanely stupid.

Could you imagine the sacrilege of an invader’s tanks rolling over England’s green hills? The thought creates a feeling of outrage much deeper than anger.

Potent words cast a light on what couldn’t quite be seen.

If a universe can be created, why create just one? If a universe can exist, why only one?

Wednesday, 5 October 2022

Random Thoughts

I wrote 13,350 words in 11 days. So it looks like my run rate is about 1,200 words of draft text per day when I have an idea.

My internal soundtrack on headphones represents the mood I need to be in at the time.

If time isn’t a significant constraint then the same outcomes can be achieved by people of very different levels of ability.

My ongoing challenge has been the destupidification of myself.

Absentmindedly putting cumin instead of cinnamon in porridge is not a good idea.

To overturn a despicable regime, a significant amount of people who had previously collaborated with the lie need to overcome their self-deception.

Wednesday, 14 September 2022

Journal 2022-09-13

Someone was asking me about the constitutional settlement in the UK, and I had to correct myself fives times by saying “the monarch” instead of “the Queen”. My mind just didn’t want to use the new words.

Kim Jong-un has a 100% approval rating by his adoring serfs. The Kremlin is getting there with all their 180-degree advances.

I think the biggest compliment I’ve had in my office life was, “if we could clone Rob, everything would work.” I remember because I laughed. 

When in ultra-efficient robot mode, I prefer asynchronous written communication over imprecise talking. I appreciate short, focused written updates at standard intervals, such as by a certain time of each day. A feature that sends reminders and tracks the updates would be useful.

Your state of mind can affect how you interpret the behaviour of others.

Search for a good lesson in a bad situation. Avoid bad habits in an easy situation.

Listening to podcasts helps me transition to and through unappealing routines.

Stress mode is not enjoyable but is productive for getting practical things done when the energy is focused on positive action rather than negative thoughts. My personal bests for creativity arrive when I am relaxed.

🖤 Dark chocolate with black coffee 🖤

I’ve got a thing for supremely dark chocolate. Sometimes I do speak literally.

Stories determine wellbeing. The ability to put self-told stories down, change them, or rewrite them, determines wellbeing. Every syllable counts.

The best stories speak from fundamental truth; the worst from secondary distorted sensations.

People assign themselves an identity from what society tells them. Imagine if that social situation is warped. Imagine if all that fell away. What is left, in terms of intrinsic worth?

Everything was interesting.

Sunday, 4 September 2022

Journal 2022-09-04

Listening to classical music on headphones is a hack for me when I need to concentrate on one task for a sustained period of time. I think it calms the sea of thoughts that want to compete for attention.

I like designing apps using Figma. Bubble is a very easy way to prototype those designs.

I think I need to listen to the classical music in case other random massive project distractions just pop in.

I can only do comedy as a bizarre character, such as myself.

Just as we cringe at some of the motifs in old film and TV, hopefully future viewers will squirm at some of the current output.

Thinking based on the current point of the zigzagging trend can make you a well-fed sheep, on a mutton farm.