2: Why do you hurt?
1: Because I love her.
2: Do you
love her? You could have done something a long time ago if you loved her.
1: I was dead inside.
2: Ah
bless. Don’t make excuses, you want what you can’t have – is that not true?
1: No I hurt because of losing the hoped for
happiness I might have had.
2: You are
confusing emotions, thinking with your dick. You’ve felt like this before
haven’t you?
1: Yes.
More than once.
2: You’re just repeating the same old patterns
then aren’t you?
1: Yes probably, but maybe I am because I didn’t
learn before.
2: Ha,
bullshit. Shit happens, you think you’ve learnt something?
1: I’m aware of this conversation.
2: I’m you,
dickhead. Have this “conversation” out loud on the tube, see what response you
get.
1: I might
get a couple of extra seats.
I know that
your voice is interchangeable with the madness happening in the world.
2: What’s
that supposed to mean! Wake up, it’s survival of the fittest. Obey the rules or
be just another of the losers cast aside. I can help you.
1: Maybe
you mean it, but you say the same thing to everyone else as well, resulting in
everyone using and abusing each other for the survival of you.
2: Nobody
gives a shit about you. If you’re too stupid to understand that then you’re
just another of nature’s mistakes. Tell me, what is love?
1: A sense of feeling connected with another,
wanting the other to flourish and to feel joy themselves.
2:
Bullshit. It’s a chemical response in your brain evolved to make you bond for
the purpose of rearing children. The science is there if you are prepared to
look. You’re a disposable puppet to your genes.
1: I don’t
understand the unknowable ultimate causes of things and neither does scientific
knowledge. What I do know is that if more people felt connected to each other,
and loved each other, then the world would be a much better place.
2: Women
seek to manipulate and control you. They will prod and poke you to see your
reactions. It’s all perfectly understandable – they want someone dedicated to
them who will do their bidding. Love and sex are excellent ways to achieve
results.
1: I think
that women are more likely to get extreme when they feel they’re not receiving
the love they have given. But generally everyone is crying out in the dark to
be loved.
2: Love,
love all we need is love – it’s shite. You’re here to be somebody, to take what
you can before it’s too late. By all means, pretend to love if it means getting
women, that’s a good tactic.
1: It’s also callous and hateful.
2: People
who desire love want to be adored, admired, pleasured. A little bit of chemical
voodoo and that’s your love. It soon goes when the chemicals wear off, when
things aren’t as pleasurable as before, when the compliments turn into insults.
I can get you better drugs than that if you want.
1:
Sometimes with the need to be loved comes an illness that is one way,
conditional and with high expectations for personal reward. It’s not love. But
all things change, the illness can fade into full health.
2: A leopard doesn’t change its spots.
1: You’re
becoming boring.
2: You
disappoint me. You are not survival material.
1: Somehow that doesn’t matter any more.
2: You will
gradually rot away to nothing. And no-one will give a shit.
1: Oh well.
I feel a bit lighter. And you’ve helped me answer the main question. Yes I do
love her because I want her to be fulfilled and happy, even if she finds that
with someone else.
2: Twat!
1: I would rather live in my world than yours. Cheers.
